Intoxication

Is it her darker eyes or

Is it her eye lashes

Is it her slender body or

Is it her long hair

Is it her lips or

Is it the smile in between them

Her curves are a beauty

Her carasses smooth

I long for her

I long for her caresses

My thoughts occupied by her,

My mind in absorbed in her.

Even a drop of tears in her eyes, makes me tear the world apart.

Each droplet making me red with anger

I am intoxicated about her

I am intoxicated with her

What should I do?

What should I ask?

What should I tell?

I do not know?

I do not know?

"And this time there is no word "resilence" Thank god!!!

And Again !!!


Time has come when there is not much difference from a pub party to a bomb blast.
Yesterday it was a party tomorrow there is blast and day after again a party.
They have lost significance ,they have lost importance.
The children say the next day they have to go to schools similingly with no sign of fear or discomfort.
People help to move in worst dead bodies and more  their anger towards the government pappable,
The government finds the culprit "their Intelligence failure".....I  wonder on why  those idiots are called Intelligent at the first place.And they are quick to announce the cost of life as 5 lakhs and injured 50k. kudos to my ministers,

In between these dead bodies , and the inefficiencies lay the people to have to deal with the lost ones ,some who lose their bread wining members ,some who lose their mothers ,some children,some sisters ,for many total strangers...

...Can i help ,can i help you ...i want to ask
my heart bleeding at their inconsolable soul
of a little girl, or an old lady.....

How can i help ,how can i reduce my misery.
Words are not enough ,
actions far from

Hey god help them !

And for a change  this time they do not use the word "RESILENCE"!!! Thank God!

"I wait I wait"

tring …tring…tring…..

My heart burns when she cuts my phone

My heart churns when she does not pick my calls

I wait …

I wait…

Wait in anticipation that she will ….this time she will.

 

Everytime I think of her ,my body wants to be with her,

My mind wants to be with her,

My soul with her…

But I wait ,wait in anticipation that

---she may call…

---she may call

My soul burns in anticipation for a call…

….

Everytime I hear my phone ring

I rush towards it thinking it to be her,

Only to find it an insurance agent,   bastard.

I still wait…

I wait…

 I clog to listen to her voice once ….

…Amma! Ask her to pick my call..

I wait …

I wait…

My heart Questions ….

..till when should …

..till when should ….

Amma let me know that.

Everyday the sun shines brighter, I believe, yes today she will

…she will

..she will call,

Will she, will she….

I wait,

I wait

will she pick
will she pick up
will my  voice choke when she picks up my phone 

…

Everyday morning ,

I wake up in the hope,

today I will get to see her,

today I will get to see her,

Only to see some other ugly ladies.

Everyday I think Today I am meeting her,

Everyday I think Today I am meeting her….

I wait..

I wait..

I wait in agony…

I wait in desperation…

I wait in  pain…

The Question lingers,

Will she hear my voice?

Will she hear my voice?

I wait …

I wait…

 

 And I am  still WAITING!!!

THE "K" Word

In between the forces of the military and terrorism lies the people of Kashmir.
Torn between the bullets and wounds lie the people of kashmir.
Not knowing on which side to turn to save their heads they lie in the hope for peace.
In the hope for reclaiming their paradise on earth.

With earnest eyes and lot of despair and pain they ask  is it possible ,is it possible.
I wish to tell them
yes it will happen
yes it has to happen
and yes it is to happen.

A Solution for only the people

• Complete Demiltarization .
• Joint police forces (from both and Pok and kashmir) who acta s facilitators for the people on both sides.
• Joint sensitization training to be imparted to the police  forces to help the people.
• Trade and free movement of people across Kashmir ( pok and Kashmir).
• Military at specific points like the Siachen and leh,Ladakh border areas as preventive infiltration measures.